I feel sorry for her. I know you don't mean it. You never do. You don't know how you say everything that means so much to one person and yet you don't give a damn. I forgot how it was like. But because you decided to come back and be part of my fucking life, it's all coming back. I don't know why i don't feel mad, or even faintly annoyed. Maybe it's cause she reminds me of me. That's why. But i'm not gonna tell you. Not anymore. Cause you don't deserve it. You don't deserve anything anybody gives you when all you do is take it for granted and then throw it away when you've had enough. Just like that, it's gone, like how everyone who was once important to you was discarded out of your life, with just a snap. You don't deserve anybody.

[edit] You're so good at this, it's scary. Been moping 'round the house the whole dang day. Sad, but true.